Good to be bad, Sometimes.

Hey there!
You may ask yourselves sometimes, Why am I so good? Why? Does everyone really deserve my kindness? What would it feel like to be the bad guy? Should I try it?

Let’s find all the answers for you, my friend.

You are in constant confusion because you have seen it all, You had that pain of betrayal you went on the train of heartbreak.
You know what? It’s okay. Relax! breathe with the dots and count…1….2….3…

You may have lost someone dear to you, I understand.
Just tell yourself, It’s fine. It all happens for a reason.
Now, you’d think why it had to happen to me only? The reason better be good! or you may be thinking why am I here? Reading this nonsense?
Well, my dear friend, we are all here, you may be reading this or not, you are here. In this situation.

Betrayal leaves you clueless and makes you wonder about what just happened? You feel why did it happen to me? As you did it all. You gave your 101% in your relationship, be it with a friend, lover or family.
We all suffer this pain once or maybe more than once.

I said once because you learn from your own experiences.
I won’t call them ‘mistakes’.
Why?
Mistakes are made by writing the wrong answer in the exam while knowing the right one, That you call as a mistake.
Loving someone, choosing someone among billions of people, trusting them, being with them is not a mistake. It’s a roller coaster of memories. You gain these experiences from your most loved ones when they leave you, you shatter. Your life may become dark for a while, a week, a month or maybe years.
What you’ll realize is that you CAN live without them.
It’s really okay not having the same company.
It’s okay to cry, to feel pain and get up to face the entire world.
That day also comes where you keep your head held high and breathe the fresh air of freedom.

Freedom of non-toxicity in your life. You become little rude and cold-hearted for people because of such incident but still, you got to trust people in life. If you won’t, How will you survive?
Life is a game, you pick people worth getting hurt from and move on. It goes on and so shall you, my dear.

Find the good in the bad, not the other way round.
Love yourself first before giving that much of priority to another human. Well, if you do that, again, just be confident you’ll get over it. Trust me, you will. Talking to those people after several years will never be the same. Never.

It’s okay to be a little bad, Just a little. Otherwise, the world will eat you raw.
You need to give your kindness to those who have the right to break your trust. Those prior to you. We should rather say, those ‘YOU’ make prior to you.

I feel sad composing this article because the world is getting fierce day by day. Sometimes I feel there is no humanity left in this world, Then I sense we are the ones making everything worse.
We doubt, betray, hurt and what not?

Let’s do something good for a change.

Let’s love, care and live with a pure happy heart and soul.

Let’s just smile at each and every stranger as we know they are also upholding a battle against something.

Let’s be who we really are, humans.

You’ll be fine. Trust me.
You’ll fight this, prove yourself wrong, fly high and most importantly, You’ll get through this on your own, my friend.

Be worthy of getting such beautiful experiences from the most beautiful people on earth. You’ll love it. No matter what.

See you, smile!

Big love,
Aamna (Your blogger at peaceful times)

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Wish

I wish things were the way
they used to be
Open the doors of the cage, make me free
I want to fly, Up in the sky
My feathers are
Scared to open up wide
The memories just slide,
People try to hide
All I believe is to wish & try
Wish to be stronger, Wish to be younger
Wish to remove, Every poor’s hunger
I help people but I myself need therapy
Am I doing any good
Or just setting the wrong key?
Human nature it is to wish,
Take the pain away and kiss
Kiss the pain,
Kiss the sorrow
I wish we meet again tomorrow.

Thank you

DIST—–ANCE

I was there for you in your darkest times
I was there for you in your darkest nights
But i wonder where were you
When i was at my worst
Down on my knees
You said you had my back
But i wonder where were you
When all the roads you took came back to me
Here i am looking for the lyrics and not the music
This lonliness makes me sick
I believe things go wrong and people do change
But i never thought you would do the same
My efforts were beyond my imagination
But as they say, sometimes everything you do for someone is not everything for them.
I miss our talks
I miss our walks
I miss you but thats not all.
You were my priority and will always be
No matter what i mean to you
You have my back forever
Just make an effort to dial my no.
Just make an effort to email me.
Do what you can but don’t ever let me go far where you can’t even see me.
I will evaporate as if i am a drop of water that too in a desert
Do what’s right.
Don’t trust people soo easily.
People in your life will come and go
But constants never change you see?
I am the constant part of your life
No matter how hard life is
I’m here.
I can’t assure you that i can solve all your problems but i can assure you that you don’t have to face them alone.
With all my love i have for you it’s hard to accept the fact that you’ve gone too far and here i am walking on the same road.
I wish everything turns back to normal or should i say abnormal, as we were never normal.PicsArt_04-10-07.54.36

Meeting you

Meeting you after a long time and wondering how people grow

Not just by face but by the demeanour they show

We went to a coffee shop and had a great time

Talking about moments and people sometimes

I wish i could pause the time

talk to you for hours and not mind

The silence we shared when we got nothing to talk about

Was something unusual as i didn’t get bored

The way the silence went for a while

Was pleasant and felt good all the time

Even the silences make sense

That’s why you’re my best friend

I love to talk to you and meet you anywhere

The bond we share you’ll find it nowhere

That’s how life goes on

You got to leave something behind in order to move on

Meeting you was a pleasure

A pleasure as great as a treasure

A treasure i will cherish

Forever

Thank you!

Miss You

I know i miss you,

But what can i do? 

I see you everywhere,

Hear your voice in my head.

Oh! So foolish i am,

To miss you everyday.

From the dusk to dawn,

You control my mind.

Will you stop and let me be fine? 

It has been a long time since we’ve met.

My circumstances barricade me from meeting you.

I wish I could see you everyday,

Talk to you for hours and not get bored.

I forgot to smile the way i used to, they say.

I tell them they don’t know what it feels like to be here with flashbacks in my head. 

My mind is so messed up,

Talking to you has become an addiction.

I switched all my social sites off so i don’t get distracted,

But we talked on mail as i was attracted,

Attracted to the addiction which is like a drug to me and is hard to leave.

You’re the dose i need,

To keep myself optimistic in what so ever situation i am in. 

That’s why i love you,

That’s why i miss you. 

Thank you! 

Nightlife

How weird this night is, I wonder. I
can’t sleep because of all the chaos in my head..thinking about those people who love me, hate me and most of all about what i should’ve said. What a regretful life i am living in a place where, for people a “piece of cake” is more important than the “peace of nation” . 😂

I feel like drowning in the deep ocean of thoughts at night, all the memories come in front as if i am dying. And yes, we do die at night. Each morning is not only a new day, but a new life. Still, we are not thankful enough to the almighty. Rather stressed about our lives. what a selfish act, isn’t it?

You never know if you’re gonna make it until tomorrow. So, why not make your days worth watching as a flashback at night?

I wonder if these flashbacks are miserable or we are?
Flashbacks are of so many kinds, every person has a different one. That moment they cherish forever in their minds. 😄

I wish people knew the importance of each day.

I would just like to say..

People will come in your life, leave, ignore and hurt you.
You got to choose, who is the one worth the pain.
Because that person will book a place in your heart.
They say “Smile, because you can
But do they smile?
Who knows?
We here, in a population of approximately 7 billion people and 14 billion faces are confused.
Confused about the difference between
Living and existing.

Smile and make it all worthwhile is all i want to say. 😁

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Thank you

Some goodbyes are hard to wave. 😔

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Her last day at school. 😐

10/02/2015

This date is an unforgettable one for me.
My very own best friend, Malahat (unique name isn’t it?) 😉 had her last day in school today, what can i say?
I am out of words..she was the reason behind my smile in school. I always loved her shitty talks though she always made fun of me and pulled my leg 😂 i did the same to that creature too, in my way.
I will never ever forget that person.
It’s been 2 years since we’ve become great pals and that day when i watched her leave, broke me down to nothing but tears. Today in school i cried the most, hiding from her though as she had her chemistry practical so she was busy in laboratory. And i was busy cleaning my eyes by tears. Well, as it was her last day, i tried to give her a surprise..i thought a frame would be good. It was morning at 7:35 a.m or so, i ran with her in her own class which i decorated with my class pals (Aafiya and Aashna) it was a day full of happiness and pain. Decorating her class was not a huge success as the balloons bursted i don’t know how, the next morning.
When Malahat came to her class, she was so surprised and i just remember that time everyday and feel so happy as she had that glare in her eyes which was unforgettable, it was something i never really saw in 2 years i must say! I still remember everyone elses mouth wide open after watching my gift for her. 😂
I never did such a thing for anyone because no one ever made me feel that special. She was different, still is.
She had something in her that made me her best friend. Her humour, her intelligence and most importantly how she understood me. 😁
A smart being she is, undoubtedly.
As the days passed, i became sadder.
Today it is 17.02.2015 and still i don’t feel like going school tomorrow.
I miss her at school the most. Everywhere i go, i see the flashbacks coming in front of my eyes. Those walks around the whole school when we came so early, the chart paper vs. art file fights we had (i always won) etc.
There were infinite moments which i can’t describe.
Now Malahat is pursuing her career in teaching and i’m sure she’s gonna be the best teacher ever. A jackass teacher too! 😂 well, i never complement her and that’s one of the 14673 reasons i am her best friend.
Love you mate, if you’re reading this. (if not, still i love you ) 😂😎
But i don’t think you’ll ever read this one.
I mean, come on i am never gonna tell you such stuff. 😂
Thank you! For each and everyone who gave there time in reading this.

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😂 weird picture of mine, still love it.


I wish our friendship stays the same forever my dumbass friend.
😊
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Thank you.

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