I wish things were the way they used to be Open the doors of the cage, make me free I want to fly, Up in the sky My feathers are Scared to open up wide The memories just slide, People try to hide All I believe is to wish & try Wish to be stronger, Wish to be younger Wish to remove, Every poor’s hunger I help people but I myself need therapy Am I doing any good Or just setting the wrong key? Human nature it is to wish, Take the pain away and kiss Kiss the pain, Kiss the sorrow I wish we meet again tomorrow.
I was there for you in your darkest times I was there for you in your darkest nights But i wonder where were you When i was at my worst Down on my knees You said you had my back But i wonder where were you When all the roads you took came back to me Here i am looking for the lyrics and not the music This lonliness makes me sick I believe things go wrong and people do change But i never thought you would do the same My efforts were beyond my imagination But as they say, sometimes everything you do for someone is not everything for them. I miss our talks I miss our walks I miss you but thats not all. You were my priority and will always be No matter what i mean to you You have my back forever Just make an effort to dial my no. Just make an effort to email me. Do what you can but don’t ever let me go far where you can’t even see me. I will evaporate as if i am a drop of water that too in a desert Do what’s right. Don’t trust people soo easily. People in your life will come and go But constants never change you see? I am the constant part of your life No matter how hard life is I’m here. I can’t assure you that i can solve all your problems but i can assure you that you don’t have to face them alone. With all my love i have for you it’s hard to accept the fact that you’ve gone too far and here i am walking on the same road. I wish everything turns back to normal or should i say abnormal, as we were never normal.
This date is an unforgettable one for me.
My very own best friend, Malahat (unique name isn’t it?) 😉 had her last day in school today, what can i say?
I am out of words..she was the reason behind my smile in school. I always loved her shitty talks though she always made fun of me and pulled my leg 😂 i did the same to that creature too, in my way.
I will never ever forget that person.
It’s been 2 years since we’ve become great pals and that day when i watched her leave, broke me down to nothing but tears. Today in school i cried the most, hiding from her though as she had her chemistry practical so she was busy in laboratory. And i was busy cleaning my eyes by tears. Well, as it was her last day, i tried to give her a surprise..i thought a frame would be good. It was morning at 7:35 a.m or so, i ran with her in her own class which i decorated with my class pals (Aafiya and Aashna) it was a day full of happiness and pain. Decorating her class was not a huge success as the balloons bursted i don’t know how, the next morning.
When Malahat came to her class, she was so surprised and i just remember that time everyday and feel so happy as she had that glare in her eyes which was unforgettable, it was something i never really saw in 2 years i must say! I still remember everyone elses mouth wide open after watching my gift for her. 😂
I never did such a thing for anyone because no one ever made me feel that special. She was different, still is.
She had something in her that made me her best friend. Her humour, her intelligence and most importantly how she understood me. 😁
A smart being she is, undoubtedly.
As the days passed, i became sadder.
Today it is 17.02.2015 and still i don’t feel like going school tomorrow.
I miss her at school the most. Everywhere i go, i see the flashbacks coming in front of my eyes. Those walks around the whole school when we came so early, the chart paper vs. art file fights we had (i always won) etc.
There were infinite moments which i can’t describe.
Now Malahat is pursuing her career in teaching and i’m sure she’s gonna be the best teacher ever. A jackass teacher too! 😂 well, i never complement her and that’s one of the 14673 reasons i am her best friend.
Love you mate, if you’re reading this. (if not, still i love you ) 😂😎
But i don’t think you’ll ever read this one.
I mean, come on i am never gonna tell you such stuff. 😂 Thank you! For each and everyone who gave there time in reading this.
I wish our friendship stays the same forever my dumbass friend. 😊